Kick'em when they're up /// Kick'em(me) when they're down

Sometimes you just can't win, I get that, really. I understand and its okay.

Ever have a night when you know you shouldn't leave the house(camper), you should just forfeit and put on your PJs and hop into bed. Count the night as a loss... just write it off. Tonight was one of those... but of course I didn't listen, so 5 hours and $50 later I am home and still in a terrible mood.

I could make a list of things that went wrong. I could make the list in chronological order or maybe from least worst to worstest, but instead I will just hit some highlights. Two days ago while outside there was a heat index of 113 degrees, the BAGO kept blowing fuses in the house. You see I am "plugged-in" as in, I am in plugged-in to the house with a big orange extension cord. Well it was overheating time and time again and while trying to address the situation the cord

<<< IT CAUGHT ON FIRE >>>

I then unplugged it and caught my breathe.

The plug and then extension cord were melted together so Katelynd began to get them apart with a butter knife.

No worries it was unplugged.

While she was handling that end of the fiasco I realized the cord was still way to hot to be pluggin' back in but on the other hand it was waaaay to hot outside to not have it not plugged in. The obvious solution was to cool it off.

So I put it in the freezer.

To say the least camping for a living has its up and its DOWNS.

So I am down right? Well this is where the kicking comes in... this evening I helped a friend move, while standing outside chatting I decided to go ahead and start my car, ya know, cool things off. When I go to leave I realize I have locked my keys in my car, WHILE ITS RUNNING> to make matters worse I had to call the former since he still has my spare car key.

Its so painful to see him.

So even though I have broken free of and extremely hurtful and abusive relationship, I often feel like the weakest person in the world. However soon, I get another fresh start. In a house with controlled temperatures and semi level flooring.

By mid-August I plan to cut my orange umbilical cord and move into an apartment!