Instability in the car.

I wish I could hear the reactions of the people I pass on the highway. To hear what they are saying about that crazed woman! They have to be talking aboutme because I can sure feel them giving me looks. (and the occasional truck driver honk!)

Here I come roaring down the highway, windows down, giant sunglasses on, blonde hair whipping around, one knee up and singing at the top of my lungs. Practically doing some sort of karaoke performance with my facial expressions and seated dance moves. I am on the move.

(Only kidding with picture, this was taken a few weeks ago as Katelynd and were driving around in St. Elmo and found this abandond Barbie car in a trash pile. Impromptu photo shoot... are you kiddin! YES, PLEASE!)

Back to my story.
Usually the beginning of ride starts out pretty normal, I like to clean out my car and fill it with gas before hitting the road... then as time passes I become overly aware of my own thoughts. Memories and past experience are relived on 5 hour car ride alone, often provoked by the music. As I put on my best performance of "White Liar" by Miranda Lambert I was suddenly flooded by all of the lies I had been fed by the former.

There was once a time when I would wake up to him just staring me, he would say that I smiled while I slept and then sing the song "Goodmorning Beautiful" by Brad Paisly. Mainly these lyrics... (I will spare you the country music video today... since there isn't one for this song!)

"Goodmorning beautiful, how was your night?

Mine was wonderful with you be my side.

I open my eyes to see your sweet face and,

its a goodmorning beautiful day."

As quickly as I go to tears, I also ask how someone can so drastically change their mind about life and another person's life in just 5 and half years? I geuss when people say "your still so young" this is what they mean, because I just dont understand.

In the midst of my driving/country diva karaoke fest I stopped off at one of my favorite little spots in the world! Rugged Warehouse, specifically Bowling Green, Kentucky. I am not sure why ( maybe no one who lives in the middle of nowhere really understands the treasure trove this place is... but I DO!)

I found many gems among the rumble(mind you there is tons of it) but my favorite find of the day was a pair of 4.5" Madden Girl platform wedges.

Originally $70

Jaime's Price $10

The shoe gods are on my side as of late!

Happy (emotional and self discovering) travels!